I just spent over an hour writing a long, involved post that delves deeply into what makes me who I am and why I did something this morning...but ultimately I decided perhaps it is still too fresh, too raw to have even semi-public so I changed it to where only I can read it (well...just me and those who know my "secret" password...which may or may not include my wife and nobody else).

So instead, look for numerous updates tonight as the nonsense of the morning means shrimp-fest is back on for tonight. So a mixed, bittersweet thing i guess